there are so many things i like in this world.... cuz,
there are so many beautiful things exists..

like beautiful color... each of them has their own meaning...
such as  White... it's means purity, clean, beauty, natural, and usually awesome
i love this color so much, cuz its suits me well...
then Red... it's means strong, brave, stunning..
i also love this color so much, its also suits me well
then Grey... it's looks mysterious, elegant, sometimes cool
it such nice color and i do love it!


welll there are other color that looks fascinating, we'll discuss it later...



Ciao!

really, today i feel sooo tired, though it's sunday night.
ya know why???? because of being space out all the time, i lost my face!
i mean i'm being shy, didn't mean i really lost my face... oh nooo that's too scary to imagine..
the actual accident is..
i space out a little cuz i'm boring to wait my print out done...
when it's done i asked him, how much?
i heard 4500 ruupiah, so i gave him 5000 that i had, then took my print out slowly while waiting for the change, and he said, don't you have 500, you need 500 more.
OMG! i'm so shy, then i gave him 10000 and told him that i heard it was 4500 not 5500.
when i wanted to go home, i placed those papers on the feetpalce of my motorcycle. when it's running, those papers flying..... olala...
there are so many people around, oh please!
i got another shame.

i got frustated, depressed and mad..
but then i realized, what i need  to cure me is mere a smile.. yeah a smile no, i mean my smile
i need to smiling when i interacted with others to reduce and vanish my frustated,depressed and mad..

now i'm here writing, i already calm and feel comfort..
nah, good nite then, have a nice dream...

Maybe I need some rehabOr maybe just need some sleepI got a sick obsessionI'm seein it in my dreamsI'm lookin down every alleyI'm makin those desperate callsI'm stayin up all night hopin hitin my head against the wall
What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind!
Because your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Wont listen to any advice
Mommas tellin me I should think twice
But look into my own devices,
I'm addicted it's a crisis
My friends think I've gone crazy
My judgments gettin kinda hazy
My steeze is gonna be affected
If I keep it up like a love sick crack head
Wont listen to any advice
Mommas tellin me I should think twice
But look into my own devices,
I'm addicted it's a crisis
My friends think I've gone crazy
My judgments gettin kinda hazy
My steeze is gonna be affected
If I keep it up like a love sick crack head
I dont care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you'r with me
But crash and crave you when you leave
Hey, so I got a question
Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drumyour love love your drug? your drug? Is my love yHuh, your drug?Huh, your drug?Is my love your drug?Hey, heyy, sooo
You love, your love your love, is my drugShe says) I like your beard