really, today i feel sooo tired, though it's sunday night.
ya know why???? because of being space out all the time, i lost my face!
i mean i'm being shy, didn't mean i really lost my face... oh nooo that's too scary to imagine..
the actual accident is..
i space out a little cuz i'm boring to wait my print out done...
when it's done i asked him, how much?
i heard 4500 ruupiah, so i gave him 5000 that i had, then took my print out slowly while waiting for the change, and he said, don't you have 500, you need 500 more.
OMG! i'm so shy, then i gave him 10000 and told him that i heard it was 4500 not 5500.
when i wanted to go home, i placed those papers on the feetpalce of my motorcycle. when it's running, those papers flying..... olala...
there are so many people around, oh please!
i got another shame.

i got frustated, depressed and mad..
but then i realized, what i need  to cure me is mere a smile.. yeah a smile no, i mean my smile
i need to smiling when i interacted with others to reduce and vanish my frustated,depressed and mad..

now i'm here writing, i already calm and feel comfort..
nah, good nite then, have a nice dream...